So, I’m having a marathon inside my mind. Random thoughts keep on racing so I’ve decided to dump everything in here.

1. Graduation

So, I’m about to graduate in a month. Finally! After four long years of studying Nursing, I’m almost done. Sleepless nights, endless paper works, and not to mention, the stress in dealing with different attitudes of people around you! So, okay. Nursing has been often associated with the word “jobless”. Yes, talk about demand < supply. Now, maybe you’re asking, “so what the hell would you do after graduation?” I really don’t know yet but I’m planning to affix Atty. in my name. Haha! Seriously, I want to take up Law. On the other note, I’m also considering to continue my Japanese language lessons so that I could work in Japan. Great job opportunities await for nurses there, all you need is to learn their language and voila!

2. Nursing Licensure Exam

Aaah! Yes! I’m aiming for Top 1. Make your dreams big enough that it scares you. I’m starting to work my ass off. Gantt chart, schedules, high lighters, page markers, post-its, hand-outs, reviewers, books, index cards! BRRRRIINNNNGG ITTT! I would meet all my followers if I rank first on this exam! Haha! Game face on again. 

3. Social Survival

Have you ever been in a situation where you feel everyone’s hoarding for attention? Where everyone clings to whoever they would benefit from? GIRL PLEASE.  Yes, you try to be nice with everyone because the least thing that you need right now is drama. That’s it. I’m through being nice to those people. It’s not that I want to pick a fight or anything, it’s just I want to surround myself with feel-good people and stay away from the fake ones. I can’t contain my emotions anymore that’s why I decided to dump it all in here.

4. Love Life. Lovelife. Heart less. Heartless.

187 days have passed since my previous relationship ended, and within that span of time, I have learned so many things. Here’s some:

• Put your faith in God. He wouldn’t lead you astray.
• Empower yourself. Nobody can fix you but yourself.
• Accept the things you cannot change.
• Cry if you need to. It isn’t an overnight process.
• You feel that you may not get over it, but you also felt that it would last forever, so just keep going through it.
• Exploit your friends a little. They would be glad to help.
• I AM WORTH IT.

THERE! It feels good blurting out the things that constantly bug me. So, whoever reads this, try to do your own dump-a-sh*t post, it would help you a lot. Cheers.